My advance birthday celebration

OMG ! I know, it's been quite sometimes i have not update my blog. I'm lazy and life is hectic with assignments given by bloody college. Almost everyday I have to rush for my assignments, all the due dates are too soon. And the fact is I do the assignments every last minute, i mean my last minute is like today is the due date, I do it for the 2-3 days. That's better, because i see some of my classmate even super-last-minute, which day do it last night where the due date is next day morning. I don't know how can they manage to do it, because very last minute is really rush ! For me, I can't, I rather die then. Yet, recently, I'm rushing my comics. Have you ever heard a mass-commer need to draw ? Pfffttt, it doesn't make sense a mass commer have to draw. I told my friend, I think we can change course already cause we are asked to draw. I wanted to hire people to draw for me but in the end i draw myself. Lecturer should give me extra marks because my story is based on real story and everything I draw myself. So, i should get extra marks for my extra efforts. Okla, don't wanna talk about assignments . . .

So, on Wednesday which is 23rd October. My lovely classmate celebrated my advance birthday and Jane's birthday @ The Street Cafe. Well, they gave us surprises. At first, Kuby asked me to go Street Cafe is because we have to discuss about our assignment so I didn't suspect anything. So, on that day after class, we're heading to Street Cafe, at the same time 2 of my classmate also following me, I didn't know they're joining us so I asked them "You guys wanna join us for lunch ?" ( I didn't know they wanna join us at Street Cafe so I asked them ). 

After we sat down at Street Cafe, one by one of my classmate are joining us too. I was like hmmm why suddenly they join us. . . Is actually quite suspicious, because before we go Street Cafe, one of my friend wishes me Happy Birthday and I was like huh ? today is not my birthday (It should be on 27th October). . . So is very suspicious, and I tend to think too much and too far (quite thick face horr). . . Actually I did suspect are they going to celebrate my birthday ? Yeah in the end, when everyone sat down, my babe Purbee and Christine came out with the birthday cake (and I was like I knew it). Even though I already suspect but it's still a surprise for me. I'm so happy and feeling loved. Thanks a lot Babe Purbee, Christine, Revti, Elaine, Kuby, Jane, Revti, Joanna planning this surprise birthday. And, not to forget the 3 guys who joined us too, Andrew, Guo Ming and Nesty. Thanks ya lovely people (: God bless us all.

 Me and Jane birthday (Jane suppose to be on 31st October) But we celebrated it in advance and together.Yay

They should have give me hint before giving me surprise, then I can dress up nicer and makeup right ? Next time please give me hint okay hahahaha (just kidding). If anyone of you are reading this, thanks for the celebration ya, THANKS A LOT. I'm so grateful and happy.

Last but not least,

I love this photo so much. It looks like we're shooting for commercial ! I love you guys sho much, muaaxxxx (:

I have to back to my comic assignments (I'm so lazy to draw) ):  Toodles ya

Look forward

Hello there (:
I'm actually blogging in the college now and i know I've been not blogging that often due to preparing for finals. I'm so stressed out lately and now i'm so free. Yeah my final are officially over. My head was crack up and i'm pretty exhausted because of Media Law paper, seriously studying this freaky subject really can caused me high blood pressure and real tension. I'm so worried that I would fail the subject and I have to retake or resit and i don't wish that to happen. Actually, I'm quite disappointed with myself today, I think I screw up the paper, just hopefully I would pass with whatever shit I've answer. No matter what, I'm ready to accept whatever the result is. I guess I didn't prepare enough for the test, fine now say so many also useless cause it's already over. I shall now look forward for the Semester 3 and of course pretty nervous to wait for the result. Gonna work really hard for the next semester. Everything is not easy but I believe everything is possible when you work hard for it. 

My brain is really exhausted now, yet I have to do my theory homework and practice violin later arrghh. I got to pamper myself some treat sooner. I guess that's all for now, can't think any of words now. My brain need rest hahahaha. 

TOODLES (:

Bikini Blaster !

Hey peep peeps (:

How's your day ? I hope you're doing great. Well, if you were to ask me how am i ? Hmm, I'm fine but sometimes I'm not fine because final is around the corner. I'm so anxious, worried that I will fail any of my subject, arghhh *touch wood* CANNOT FAIL ! NO FAILING ! I will study hard of course, and will do my best. 

I've been busy with preparing for finals and violin concert. But still I spent a 45 mins to workout. You know, I can't skip my workout day, i feel guilty and lack of something.Yet, I try my best to spend a 45 mins workout even the final is around. I am very determined to get a bikini body that if I want I could go prancing about naked and feel great (I won't though, don't worry) 

These are just a few of the things that I am going to be doing myself and feel free to join in and try and get that bikini body with me!

 

Listen to music that gets your blood pumping 

 So the one of the first things that I like to do is make myself a lovely little playlist to get me in the mood to either work out or just to jump around my room acting silly. I definitely need music when working out ! So this tracklist is what I like to call my "Bikini Blaster" Playlist There are quite a few songs on my playlist but ya know what, I'm just going to tell you them all and you can pick what you want from it! These songs are songs that make me happy or make me want to dance or belt, you know, the usual ! The songs that you'll find in this playlist are the following: 

1. C'Mon - Ke$ha

2. Sister Rosetta - Breaking Dawn Part 1 

3. Radioactive - Marina & The Diamonds

4. Pound the Alarm - Nicki Minaj

5. Kiss N Tell - Ke$ha

6. Rattle - Bingo Players

7. Dont you worry child - Swedish House Mafia

8. Fuck you Betta - Neon Hitch 

9. Dynamite - Taoi Cruz 

10. Clarity - Zedd

11. Beauty and a Beat - Justin Bieber

12. Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen

13. I knew you were trouble - Taylor Swift

14. Hit the Lights - Selena Gomez

15. Ill be your man - James Blunt

16. I could be the one - Avicci

17. How to be a Heartbreaker - Marina and the Diamonds

18. Tik Tok - Ke$ha

19. Whip it - Nicki Minaj

20. Heads will Roll - Remix Yeah Yeah Yeahs

21. My Heart Is Remix - Tiffany Alvord 

22. Pound the Alarm - Nicki Minaj 

23. Sex Yeah - Marina and the Diamonds

24. Monster - Dotexe

25. Primadonna - Marina and the Diamonds

26. Champagne Showers - LMFAO 

27. Find Yourself - John O'Callaghan 

28. Dirty Talk - Wynter Gordon

29. Latch - Disclosure

30. White Noise - Disclosure

31. Language - Porter Robinson

32. Domino - Jessie J

33. Dont stop the party- Pitbull

34. Cry - Bingo Players

It's boring to workout without music. So, music is really important :D

Buying your dream dress

Buying nice, pretty, sexy clothes always makes me happy and gives me inspiration to get slimmer! You always want to look nice in your cute little outfits and even just looking through magazines in your house can give you ideas for different items that you might want to purchase any you demand for ! Dressing up makes you even more confidence (:

Look at some "Slimspiration" photos 

Basically, I will surf tumblr, pinterest, or weheartit to look for some bikini body photo. Not only from there, I follow all the inspiration body, gym, fitness on instagram. When you scroll down my instagram, it's all about fitness and people who has successful diet. Those really motivates me and give me a huge inspiration and tell me not to give up and keep going. I will never go for "skinny". I want slim and fit ! 

EXERCISE 

Now, this is something that I hate to do at first. Everyone hates exercise don't they? Afterall, I get used to and I started to love exercise !  At first I'm not enjoying doing exercise because of the soreness and tiredness but WRONG ! Yes, it is tiring but now I ENJOYED WORKING OUT because Sore Is The New Sexy. If you "jio" me go exercise, I will definitely go ! Some people do not enjoy doing exercise (apart for weird humans who are aliens) but it is most definitely something that needs to happen so that you shed a few pounds. This is especially essential if you aren't overweight to begin with as losing weight can actually be quite hard so dieting on its own will not work. As the famous saying goes, "no pain, no gain". What I am aiming to do is exercise intensely at least twice a week, doing quick intense regimes and then leaving resting for a short period of time and doing the same thing over again. It has been proven that the body will lose more weight if you do these intense exercises instead of say, going for a long run. I have also set myself a goal that if i feel up to it I can also do workout videos throughout the week. 

DON'T STOP !

Eat Better & Drink More Water

This is the most important part ! As you know, drinking water is really really important for our body. Drinking water can be a useful tool in a dieter’s arsenal when weight loss is a goal. water is extremely good for you and helps hydrate your skin and hair and can even make you feel fuller instead of eating.So, make sure you drink plenty of water, bring along your water bottle wherever you go. Your body needs water ! Next, eat clean ! eat healthy ! Yes you have to be really consistent on your food. Try adding fruits and veggies to every meal, you will not only fill up faster, but you will learn that veggies and fruits are yummy and not hard to eat. The nutrients from fruits and veggies are hard to find in processed foods. Your body NEEDS/CRAVES the real stuff.

NO FAST FOOD 

Fast food is damaging. it has nothing real. REGARDLESS of what they say on the T.v. its awful. Think of your favorite fitness idol…or favorite Hollywood Trainer. You do NOT see anyone of those people eating fast food. AVOID FAST FOOD !

EAT FOR THE BODY YOU WANT, NOT THE BODY YOU HAVE.

Set yourself a goal

This is one of the most important steps in losing weight and feeling overall better. Setting yourself a goal gives you something to strive for and being realistic with your goal is also a much healthier way of losing weight.  Tracking your progress can also make setting this goal easier so you know what you've done ! Remember to take a photo of you now. You will be surprised when you see now and then. 

Downloading Apps for your smartphone

I dont know about all of you but I am constantly on my android. Its like my little baby. So i decided that downloading a number of apps will definitely help me work out and give me the inspiration to continue. Some of the apps that i downloaded include:

• My Fitness Pal - This app basically helps you track the amount of calories you are eating per day and ensures that you dont go over your calorie intake. Eating around 1200ckal for a girl will normally mean that she will be losing weight, so aim for eating around that every day. 
• Davina Fitness - This app is Davina McCalls fitness regime and it has great exercises that you can do in your house. I love this app also as it give you your BMI. 
• Diet Coach - This allows you to set reminders constantly throughout the day to help keep you motivated and to not slip up! Its a great app.

Make a Progress Blog

Making a tumblr blog can really help you stay on track and can even allow you to make friends who may be doing the same thing. Encouragement from others is always great! 

So they are just a few of my tips and tricks! I'll be doing them all as well and may even update you in a few months to how its going! HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A LOVELY DIET REGIME WITH ME! XOXO's

I don’t know why we all hang on to something we know were better letting go. It’s like were scared to lose what we don’t even really have. Some of us say we’d rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

You know what your problem is? You get attached, fast. And once you’re attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It’s never been about what you want; it’s always everyone’s needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you’re okay with that, because they’re in your life and that’s all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you’ll still be there for him. Because that’s you, that’s who you are. Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it’s so hard for you to let go.

I get the whole “He’s the only guy i’ve ever really been in love with" part. It’s hard to let go, hard to move on to someone else and think you’ll never find anyone with such characteristics or chemistry like you two had, but I promise you, once you let go and move on, you’ll find out that, deep down, the only feelings you have for him might be just the fact that you’ll always love him. You may not want him back, you might just be scared to move on without him.

Nobody wants to hear this but sometimes the person you want the most, is the person you are best without.

Dear whoever is reading this,

I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You’re wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this. You’re not alone, we may be miles away but we’re all going through the same things. Please keep holding on.

whoever you are, I love you. :)

Girlfriend

Heylo (:

Basically, there are this girl I know her since I were age 13 in high school. The first sight i saw her in my eyes, she's beautiful, I still remember that scene we smile to each other but we were stranger. Me & her are from different class, but at certain time, she moved to my class and then we started introducing each other and all. That time we were not close at all, we don't talk too. We're like acquaintance only. At the age of 14, we get the same class, yet we started being close to each other. We started to hang out with each other. If I not mistaken, our first hang out place is at Sunway. From the day onwards, our friendship grow closer and closer until today our friendship still the same. 

Although me & her have been through many obstacles, we argue for several times like how those usual couple used to do and so on. Non of friendship is perfect, every friendship have their own argument. Also, we've done a lot of things together. Wherever we go, we always stick with each other until people often asked if both of us were twins, but we didn't deny, we told them yes WE'RE TWINS and people still believe  hahaha ! We are like sister, twins, friends, bestfriend, couple, husband and wife. Seriously, we were once stick to each other like the sticky gum, no matter how hard people tried to separate us, we still remain the same. To be frank, we have same interest which both of us love music, shopping, dresses and so on. We even learn instrument together, she learn piano and I learn violin. How cool right ? I'm so grateful to have her in my life. I love her very much, Adelene Tan !

Things started to be apart since we both from different college, we have our own life. As you know college life is really hectic with full of assignments and test. So, we rarely hang out together, even sometimes we rarely talk to each other. It just when we have plenty of time and we will text each other or else we busy with our own stuff. I was quite sad and worried if our friendship will turn to stranger and acquaintance. Although I have met new friends from NS and college, but she's the best & amazing girlfriend that I ever know. Come on, our friendship have been through 7 years of good and bad! Maybe, those day she might think I've neglect and forget about her since I got new friends, but NO dear, I never change, my heart still remain the same, your position in my heart are still the same. Seriously, I swear, I miss her even when I'm in the college, I always had the thought of how good if she's here with me. Girlfriend, if you ever read this, I want you to know that actually if you have hardship or things need to share, you always can come to me and talk. I always be there for you, I know I'm not good at comforting people but I will try my best to cheer you up. I will support you from bottom of my heart. 

Both of us have be wanting to travel with each other to overseas, I believe someday our dreams will come true :D We will go honeymoon together okay ? That's our deal. 

Last but not least,

I wanna wish her HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY ADELENE !

You're the most beautiful star that shines on earth. You're the brightest light of happiness in my life. Another year older, another year wiser. Well at least we are growing up to be what you meant to be, the hottest girl around. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS BABE ! Take care yourself and wish you all the best in everything, Good luck in your degree ! I will remember you in my every prayer sweetie. 

Thanks God for bringing her into my life. I'm so grateful that God allow me to met such amazing bestie throughout my life. Well, there are 2 person that mean so much to me which is my bestfriend & him. *Although me and him are apart but I always try to feel my heart closer to his heart even we did not talk.I feel grateful to met you too ACYH!*

I love my girlfriend like how I love him. I love him like how i love my girlfriend (: I love her truly madly deeply in love with you, HUG AND KISSES !

Don't you think both of us look alike ? Of course lah, we are twins ! Me & my girlfriend.

P/s : I can't find any photo of me and her ): I accidentally deleted the files that store our photo as my memory are full, I didn't know so I deleted arrrghhhh ): So, I have to combined our photo like this. But still i love that pic though, the sister look !

Meeting new friend is easy, you can have thousand of friends but for me i just need one and only one best friend, that's enough for me. Even you have fucking thousand of friends, do you they will be there for you when you're down and care about you ? Yes they may but only a few sincere will come to you. Yet, I can say that building a true friendship is ain't easy ! Is just like how we build a relationship, at first may be easy but following on may be complicated because you will go through argument and stuff. We need to give commitment, faithful, and loyal ! 

Until here then,
XO's

We Learn & We Grow

Hi Earthlings (:

People said life is easy but for me, I don't think so. So many things to do yet so little time. Many things lingering on my mind. And wonder how should I get rid of it. I definitely wish my life is easy and I able to handle everything in one time, I'm trying my best to manage my schedule. Finals are coming real soon, i guess  left 3 more weeks to go. Pray for me that my paper will be easy and I believe I can overcome this hell. 

I can't say I know everything but I learnt from past and experience. My life have been upside down, I fall many times but I still pushed myself to get up. Relationships, friendship, low self-esteem and so on. My life is like bitches few years back. I am a fragile, a single word can actually break my heart. Though I felt the pain in my heart but I will always remain silent. Because I know silent is the best ! Yet, I've always tried my best to be the best person for them but they don't seems to appreciate. Fine if they don't appreciate me. I can't believe I have gone through so much pain from relationship to friendship. I am a simple person, I just want someone who always be there for me, loyal, faithful, kind hearted person. I don't demand for rich guy or whatever millionaire fellow. As long as both of us live happily, I'm truly satisfied and blissful. 

In fact, money may buy you happiness but the happiness is just temporary. I went to shopping when I have money yet I bought the things I like, but when I bring back home. I don't find myself happy at all. I don't think the richest guy in the world are happy with what they have Some of them may have enough money but not enough happiness. Happiness can't buy with money, a loyal heart can't buy with money, a faithful person can't buy with money, love can't buy with me, friendship and family can't buy with money. Yes money may buy you Diablo, Ferrari, Gucci, LV, Hermes but afterall when you own those stuff, do you think you're happy ? No, money cannot buy happiness. but it is necessary for buying necessities without which happiness is nearly impossible. Having enough money is no guarantee of happiness. Not having enough money is a guarantee of unhappiness.

People come and go. Friends or lovers come and go. But who's the real person would stay ? Sometimes I'm confused what is love and friendship. I even google for it. You know it is funny that when they want us, but we don't want them. Yet, we want them but they don't want us. So funny right ? I always wish the person whom I've lost, will come back to me. Is just a "wish". It is very impossible for someone to come back. You know when both of you are meant to be but they choose to leave ): I always believe my instinct, and the fact is woman instinct are true. My instinct tell me that me & him are meant to be but too bad we couldn't make it to the journey we want. If he found his happiness, all I can do is wish him all the best and live happily from bottom of my heart. That's my blessing for him. Even if just a few weeks, I can feel I'm really happy being with him. When the day he leave me, I just realized that he's the "one" I want ! He always brighten up my day but now I felt like my day is dull without him, of course I know, MOVE ON ! Is already been few weeks yet I still think about him and miss him. So, dear earthlings please treasure whatever belongs to you, because is ain't easy to find someone who loves you ! 

XO's

Fitness is my passion

Guess what ? It is so unbelievable ! I just finished my workout for 47 mins ! Yeah I counted, is 47 mins. I feel so proud of myself now. Today I did upper body workout, which is arms. OMG the soreness are fucking awesome ! I love the soreness in my body after workout. I felt that I'm getting stronger, previously, I work half way and then I stopped. But today, I'm different, I push myself I have to keep going no matter how ! And YESSS I DID :D Feel so proud. 

I have many reasons why am I working out. I workout because I want to make myself feel better and confidence. Apart from this, I'm going to train myself to be the hottest girlfriend that he'll never have *evil laughs* *just kidding*

I believe that everything is possible. As long you don't give up, you can reach your goal ! Fitness is a journey, is okay if you're slow. We all are in progressing. Sooner, you will definitely feel proud of yourself and feel such a worth ! Most importantly, LOVE YOURSELF (= 


XO's