We Learn & We Grow

Hi Earthlings (:

People said life is easy but for me, I don't think so. So many things to do yet so little time. Many things lingering on my mind. And wonder how should I get rid of it. I definitely wish my life is easy and I able to handle everything in one time, I'm trying my best to manage my schedule. Finals are coming real soon, i guess  left 3 more weeks to go. Pray for me that my paper will be easy and I believe I can overcome this hell. 

I can't say I know everything but I learnt from past and experience. My life have been upside down, I fall many times but I still pushed myself to get up. Relationships, friendship, low self-esteem and so on. My life is like bitches few years back. I am a fragile, a single word can actually break my heart. Though I felt the pain in my heart but I will always remain silent. Because I know silent is the best ! Yet, I've always tried my best to be the best person for them but they don't seems to appreciate. Fine if they don't appreciate me. I can't believe I have gone through so much pain from relationship to friendship. I am a simple person, I just want someone who always be there for me, loyal, faithful, kind hearted person. I don't demand for rich guy or whatever millionaire fellow. As long as both of us live happily, I'm truly satisfied and blissful. 

In fact, money may buy you happiness but the happiness is just temporary. I went to shopping when I have money yet I bought the things I like, but when I bring back home. I don't find myself happy at all. I don't think the richest guy in the world are happy with what they have Some of them may have enough money but not enough happiness. Happiness can't buy with money, a loyal heart can't buy with money, a faithful person can't buy with money, love can't buy with me, friendship and family can't buy with money. Yes money may buy you Diablo, Ferrari, Gucci, LV, Hermes but afterall when you own those stuff, do you think you're happy ? No, money cannot buy happiness. but it is necessary for buying necessities without which happiness is nearly impossible. Having enough money is no guarantee of happiness. Not having enough money is a guarantee of unhappiness.

People come and go. Friends or lovers come and go. But who's the real person would stay ? Sometimes I'm confused what is love and friendship. I even google for it. You know it is funny that when they want us, but we don't want them. Yet, we want them but they don't want us. So funny right ? I always wish the person whom I've lost, will come back to me. Is just a "wish". It is very impossible for someone to come back. You know when both of you are meant to be but they choose to leave ): I always believe my instinct, and the fact is woman instinct are true. My instinct tell me that me & him are meant to be but too bad we couldn't make it to the journey we want. If he found his happiness, all I can do is wish him all the best and live happily from bottom of my heart. That's my blessing for him. Even if just a few weeks, I can feel I'm really happy being with him. When the day he leave me, I just realized that he's the "one" I want ! He always brighten up my day but now I felt like my day is dull without him, of course I know, MOVE ON ! Is already been few weeks yet I still think about him and miss him. So, dear earthlings please treasure whatever belongs to you, because is ain't easy to find someone who loves you ! 

XO's

Fitness is my passion

Guess what ? It is so unbelievable ! I just finished my workout for 47 mins ! Yeah I counted, is 47 mins. I feel so proud of myself now. Today I did upper body workout, which is arms. OMG the soreness are fucking awesome ! I love the soreness in my body after workout. I felt that I'm getting stronger, previously, I work half way and then I stopped. But today, I'm different, I push myself I have to keep going no matter how ! And YESSS I DID :D Feel so proud. 

I have many reasons why am I working out. I workout because I want to make myself feel better and confidence. Apart from this, I'm going to train myself to be the hottest girlfriend that he'll never have *evil laughs* *just kidding*

I believe that everything is possible. As long you don't give up, you can reach your goal ! Fitness is a journey, is okay if you're slow. We all are in progressing. Sooner, you will definitely feel proud of yourself and feel such a worth ! Most importantly, LOVE YOURSELF (= 


XO's

Hello Baby

Have you guys ever heard Hello Baby ? I bet most of the K-POP lovers know about it. Well, I'm not a K-POP fans nor lover. Basically, Hello Baby is a South Korean reality show where celebrities experience parenthood by raising children ages 5 and under. The main purpose is to see whether or not the celebrities make "good" parents.

Actually, I don't know about Hello Baby. I know this show through a cute little baby from facebook which is Leo.

Cuteness Overwhelmed ! Leo Recipon 

I watched Hello Baby just because of Leo and the babies. When I first know Leo, I thought he's a girl, cause he has somekind of girly face but damn adorable. I fall in love with him, I even save his photo and put him as my profile picture, and people often thought he's my son because they don't know about Leo's identity if they didn't watch the show *LMAO I WAS DAMN HAPPY* I guess mostly, caucasian + asian babies are beautiful ! Like seriously, you see most of them are beautiful. Next time, i shall marry caucasian too *just kidding* If you watch Hello Baby, I swear you will fall in love with the babies ! 

MBLAQ & THE BABIES DAYOUNG, LEO AND LAUREN 

Basically, I've joined a contest few months ago on instagram which organize by the Lauren Lunde fanpage's admin. I think they're connected to Lauren's dad. So, they had this contest which we have to make a birthday card for Lauren. Lauren's dad will choose the best 4 birthday card and then Lauren herself will pick 1 from the 4 cards. Soooo, the result is . . . . . I'M THE WINNER ! YAY !

So this what I created for her (: I designed something that can attract her. Kids love attractive things, so yeah. I used MTXX, Powerpoint, and paint. I don't need photoshop at all. 

I didn't expect she would love it. I really put all my efforts to edit this card to get her attention. And yeah omg she get attracted. I think i should work in kids department. I love kids, I love playing with them. Although sometimes they're naughty but at least they brighten up my day. So, today I received rewards from Lauren's dad as a winner.

Tadaaaaa ! How lovely and precious :D The best gift ever 

And this is Lauren's graffiti, HOW CUTEEEEE ! If you guys didn't know what she drew, she actually drew the Pororo's member pink Loopy. So similar ! She's talented in drawing (Y)

Don't forget to watch Hello Baby's MBLAQ season if you haven't watch. I swear they will brighten up your day :D 

So Many Things, So Little Time

So many things yet so little time. Arrghh, I've been struggling with my assignments. Yet the due date is by this week ): I know, I should have prepared earlier and it will be safer. This project wasn't easy which we have to search for media company to interview them. Before we interview them, we will have to email them and get approval letter if we are able to interview them or not. Unfortunately, some company rejected us. That's really sad. Some groups are on the luck, they email them and immediately they get approved that they are able to interview the media company. But thanks God, there's a small company which is production industry, they allow us to interview them, we were so happy ! At least, we get successfully interview one company. You know this project isn't easy for us man. Well, that's what Mass Comm life are ! Eventhough is complicated task, I actually quite enjoyed visiting those company. My groups wanted to interview those radio station which is my dreams ! But too bad, they don't simply allow anonymous to interview them. I just hope i able to handle the 3rd semester.

Today, I were so busy with assignments. Spent my whole day at Subang's cafe. First me & Kuby headed to Shakespeare @SS15 to have our brunch. I love chilling at Shakespeare. They have delicious food, awesome dessert, and bread. Yet, the environment there are so comfortable with the instrumental music which is my favorite. I love to chill at those place where they play instrumental music, so relaxing ! 

This is what I had for my brunch today, Pasta Oglio Olio & Vege bread.

Looking at those meal, I find that I'm being so healthy for the first time. Well, this is my very first time serve with no meat at all. Just vege ! Can you believe that ? I'm trying to be a Vegan. Is ain't easy to be a Vegan, all I have to do is control myself from eating meat. 

As I said, Shakespeare has dessert too. I had this dessert very few weeks ago but I'm just gonna show how delicious is their dessert ! If you have sweet tooth, you should definitely try their macarons. I don't really like too-sweet food, so for me the macarons are so so only. The first bite is already so sweet, I can't imagine if I ate the whole big macarons, which is super sweet ! I can't eat too much, I afraid it may caused diabetes *just kidding hahahaha*

Looks so heavenly ! Everyone get attracted by it's outer look, inner so so only. They have different kind of flavor. You don't say, they have durian flavor too ! If you're a durian lover, don't forget to try their durian macrons flavor ! (:

Besides than macarons, STRAWBERRY SHORT CAKE ARE SUPERB ! I rate it 10/10, MUST TRY MUST TRY ! Definitely must try ! 

So, don't forget to dine-in Shakespeare @Subang SS15.

After we had our brunch, we wanted to discuss our assignment at there but wtfffff their internet can't access ! Isssssh so we move to The Street Cafe which have more stable line. 

Korean Ice Kacang, don't really like it. I prefer local Ice Kacang though.

Guess what ? We ended up spent our time slacking at there, facebooking, reading the confession page, dance with the k-pop song. Arrrghh that's why i prefer to go library. No interruption and everyone will be more serious. 

I can't wait to finish this semester, I seriously need a loooonggggggg break ! I need vacation so badly ): After this sem, I have to pamper myself something awesome. 

Good Luck

XO's

I miss him so badly ):

Life

Hello World ! 

The first word I'm going to say is O.M.G, I can't believe it's been quite an ages I have not been blogging ! And I'm back now. Actually, I love blogging !  Every time I thought of create a new blog and start blogging but is just that I don't have time or else I'm being lazy. I can't believe it's going to be July now. Time flies really fast, see now it's already half year. 

Well, my life have been really hectic with assignments, project, test etc, as usual as for those who are studying in college now. And, I'm just only in 2nd Semester, going to face my final by this end of July. Arrgghhh one word to describe my life now is STRESS ! Really stress. I can handle everything but I can't handle at stress. The only way I can do is sit down at the corner of the room and cry 

Hahahaha okay I'm just kidding. Maybe not. Who knows, the best way to solve is cry. For now, I just hope I don't fail any subject in the Sem 2, arrghh i don't wanna resit or retake or whatever hell shit which waste my time and my life. NOOO FAILING ! I got to believe myself and work harder. Study like mad hard and of course have to be smart. College life are so much different from high school, *wtf is obviously different !* I shall stop complaining about college life, now all I got to do is ENJOY MY COLLEGE MY LIFE ! There's many of them tell me to enjoy as now you are young in the college, okay I'm trying to enjoy everything and assignment.

Recently, I have been on dieting ! okay lah not dieting. Just wanna make myself look more better and lean. Not skinny ! but FIT, SLIM, HEALTHY ! I'm trying to change my lifestyle, I'm controlling myself from eating disorder. I admit I love foods, I love unhealthy food especially burger, and fries. That's why you can see that I'm fat, okay not fat, is CHUBBY !

  My thighs arrrgghhh. I'm still working hard to get the gaps between my thighs.

I'm working out 4-5 times a week, and maybe around 20-25 mins only. I'm trying to maximum it to 45 mins, and yes I did ! Sometimes, I'm really exhausted for 15 mins but I tell myself exhaust is just a excuse. We work in progress. As long as you are progressing every day, it does not matter how slow or fast you go. It only matters that you keep moving towards your goal.…not anyone else’s goal ! Besides than working out, eating clean is also the important role ! Now, I'm really cutting down all meats, Whenever I eat outside food, I will make sure there's no meat. Meat may give us protein but don't have it too much. I'm in the progress, let's see the result after 2-3 weeks. 

You want get lean & healthier ? Start working out now and eat clean ! Sometimes, eating clean isn't easy though because all the foods aren't tasty especially when you can't add any dressing into your salad bowl. Dressing has high calories ! Besides, must drink at least 8 glass of water a day. Water is really important role in our life ! It not only keep your skin hydrated but also increase metabolism, flush out toxins, get you healthier skin, help digestion and constipation, and improve overall health ! Well, I'm not a pro at telling diet story, but I'm learning now and reading more articles about the healthy way for diet. 

The most important, very important role in diet way is to have determination and motivation ! I always surf tumblr and find some motivation quotes which keeps me going. My instagram, facebook, twitter timeline is all fitness motivation post. 

Believe in yourself YOU CAN ! If you want to give up, first question yourself WHY DO YOU WANT TO GIVE UP SINCE YOU'VE ALREADY STARTED YOUR JOURNEY ? WHY DO YOU WANT TO START FIRST ? So, DON'T EVER GIVE UP ! Have faith. 

Aites, I got to work out now. Train like a beast, look like a beauty 

XO's